I love life... mostly

So apparently I keep forgetting to post a new blog. I guess I will just need to post whenever I have time.

Song of the Week: Hearing Damage - Thom Yorke
This is a pretty beastly song, if I do say so myself. Although it is from the movie New Moon, I loved the scene when this song played. I guess the song really made the scene more intense than it actually was. But anyways, I really like this song and I think you should really listen to it.

Video of the Week: Snicker's Graduation
Wow. I forgot just how amazing this video was. Two guys from our school made this video... a really long time ago. One of them just happens to be my boyfriend :D This makes me incredibly proud. Not really.. =]

Gah.. no quote of the week, at least none I remember.

Unfortunately for me lately, I have been having nightmares for the past three weeks. Last nights dream was pretty interesting as I was being mauled by a raccoon. :D

I've been so much better lately though, so I am pretty happy for that. It seems like everything is finally falling into place, which really makes everything easier for me.

But, class is about to start, So.. Toodle loo..

Why?

So yeah, I am sorry I haven't been posting lately. My life has been incredibly busy and its slowly spiraling downwards. I am trying to put my priorities straight, and it's been slightly going out of control. And that is my awful excuse as to why I haven't updated.

Quote of the Week: "Shut your mouth Paper Towel."
Explanation: Well, yes, this is another Physics quote. At the back of our Physics lab, there is an automatic paper towel dispenser. Occasionally, it likes to spew random paper towels out, even when no one is around to set it off. We were in a heated discussion when suddenly, the paper towel dispenser shot a paper towel out, and someone was like "I think the paper towel has something to say. Another kid shot out "SHUT YOUR MOUTH PAPER TOWEL!" So, yeah. My quote.

Song of the Week: "In the Morning" - Junior Boys
Explanation: Uhm, I chose this because I think the beat is absolutely amazing. Other than that, its not one of my favorite songs. I do like it, though, because sometimes I am in the mood to listen to music like this.

Video of the Week: The Reason
Explanation: Yes, this is a music video. Actually, I really love this music video, and the song. I have been feeling kind of like this lately, especially if you listen to the lyrics. =/

Yeah, so I have been pretty depressed lately. I have absolutely no idea as to why though. I mean, I have a date to prom, who also really likes me. I have been doing pretty well in Tennis, although I still haven't made it into third singles yet. I haven't had a lot of homework. I mean, life should be great. Then why do I feel like this? This is the question.
Maybe it's because talking about my past upsets me. Who knows? I did need to tell him about my past though, and he feels awful for me. Yeah, I have an incredibly bad past. A lot worse than a lot of my friends think. I am just glad the past is the past. =]

Yeah. I don't have a lot to say. Uhm, I completed the SAT's, which was very scary. My dad is in DC, so I am stuck with my stepmom for the week. Prom is next weekend.

Anyways, nothing very special about my newest post. Thought I would just update. =]

Yeah.. Decisions

So, I've decided that I am going to make my own Kingdom Hearts Reference Book instead of attempting to post a new picture every week. I was getting really pissed that I wasnt able to put anything up. By the way.. I got a new outliner, so my pictures should be really pretty ^^

Song of the Week: For whom the bell toles: Metallica
Yeah, this usually isnt my type of music. I would only expect my friend Alex to listen to it =]
But yeah, I have been going through a rough time lately, and I figured out Metallica calms me down.

Video of the Week: The Birds and the Bees
I found this video incredibly funny. I love Shane Dawson's videos. He is absolutely amazing, and I think this is one of my favorites.

Quote of the week: "I can't wait to Hotwire a house."
In physics, where I get most of my quotes, at the end of the year, Mr. Brace teaches us to wire a house for future knowledge. Apparently she couldn't think of the right word, so, a quote was formed. Sitting there confused, since obviously you cant hotwire a house.. I mentioned "How can you hotwire a house when houses cant move?" Then again, she might have been talking about a mobile home then in this case, way to go.

So yeah.. I dont have a lot to talk about because I really will just be ranting..

See you next week then

Meep Beep =D

Since I am sitting in study hall doing absolutely nothing, I thought I would update this.
Once again.. no picture.. damn.. Im sorry.
I gotta get on that.

Song of the week: River flows in you- Yiruma
I am actually learning how to play this B-E-A-Utiful song on my keyboard. Unfortunately, life is throwing me some hard times and I havent been able to practice it in a LOOOONG time.
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Video of the week: ABDC's Bad Romance
I loved this dance. Thought it was absolutely amazing.. I want you to enjoy it too ^^

Quote of the week: "Hey, it smells like Chinese food out here... Oh.. Thats why" *Points at Chinese Person*.. >.<
So I never realized that my friend was rascist.. so this kind of shocked me once he said it. It did make me laugh a lot though. NO OFFENSE TO THE CHINESE POPULATION! I love your people =]

I went on a out of state college trip to Boston Mass on Friday. It was a really great trip actually... The food was pretty amazing, the campus was beautiful.. Unfortunately for me.. I dont have like.. a 4.0 GPA... So.. Yeah.. I am not going there any time soon =/
I think I am going to stick to Farmington anyways.

Thought I would inform you.. I am seriously contemplating ripping out my Uterus because that would be less painful then the damn cramps it causes. Just sayin.

Anywho..
So.. I will repost this week with a picture. I promise.

Peace out till next time.

I can't think of a good title for this

Sorry, I haven't updated lately because I haven't been able to draw for this. My parents have been in Cancun for the past week, so I haven't been able to draw for you all. Oh wellz.

I have absolutely no idea what to write. ^^"

Song of the week: Imagine - Brunch
I absolutely love this song because its from the "There she is" youtube videos. They are so adorable and I recommend you look them up.. Or I can just give them to you.
"There she is: Step One"

Quote of the week: "You're name is like a golden bell hung in my heart. I would break my boyd to pieces to call you one by your name."
Uhm.. I chose this because I have been obsessing about the butterfly from The Last Unicorn. This is one of my favorite quotes of all time. =]

Video of the week: The horribly slow murder with the extremely inefficient weapon.
Knurvs showed me this last week, I think. I couldn't stop laughing because it was so silly. Sorry, it's kind of long, but it's worth the watch.. I promise.

Random discovery of the week: I have been listening to the song "Fast Car" by Tracey Chapman... and I swore it was a man that sang the song. Unfortunately I was wrong. SHE sings it. I still think that she sounds like a man when she sings. No offense. I absolutely love this song. Its so pretty, but I thought she was a man. Oops.

So, what have I been doing lately?
Well, I have been working on the dreaded Junior Year Term Paper. And you know what? It's slowly killing me on the inside. If I could just read the books, I would be fine. But I hate taking notes over what I just read. Its just very tedious work. I have a pretty good memory. Anyways, I have been reading for that. I am almost finished with my Second going on my third book. I am reading from Ray Bradbury. I find that he is a great writer, and I enjoy reading his work. My props go out to him.

But, I have decided that since progress reports ended today, Next week.. I am going to kick it up a notch, and start working harder than I have ever worked before.

But, that means I should stop wasting my study halls by writing in this..

SO.. peace out..
See you next week.

I told you I would post early =]

Since my stepmother decided that she wanted to be a jerk and kick me off the internet early, I wasn't able to finish my post. So here was what I was going to talk about.

Last Monday I got my wisdom teeth removed, all four of them. I have never been put out before, so I was a little terrified when I walked into the room and saw five large needles staring me in the face. It was easy-peezy though once I was out. Before that I was freaking out, a lot. My stepmom told me I was overreacting. I may have been, but I was just a little nervous. Apparently when I got into the recovery room, I kept asking why my shoes were on backwards. O.O
I spent most of the week laying on a roll away bed in my living room. I watched episodes of Supernatural, which was good because I needed to catch up. I thought I was always going to love Dean, but once I met Castiel, I melted.. Well, not really. But Castiel is amazing.

This Sunday I left to go to North Hampton, Massachusetts to go see the Pink Floyd Experience. My friend Alex told me to be careful because I was sitting in the balcony and that the smell of Pot rises. I lawled. But unfortunately, he was correct. Half way through the concert, I started to smell the faint odor of pot. Great. SO the band was absolutely amazing and the Saxophone player was incredible. More incredible than I used to remember from when I went last time. At the end of the show I was able to shake his hand and I died after. =]
When we got back to the hotel at eleven o clock, we ordered pizza from Dominoes and I had "Cinna-stix." So yummy. Unfortunately I wasn't able to sleep at all that night, so I watched "Dances with Wolves" on AMC. >.<

We ate at Chili's the next day, and we were waiting to be seated. Once we finally got seated, we noticed that there were only two menus... and a kids menu. SERIOUSLY?! Im not a kid. I dont look like I am ten. I look like I am sixteen, my age. Gosh I hate dumb people. When we left, he opened the door and said have a good day. When he made eye contact with me.. I glared at him. =]

So more drama has been happening, but what's new?

So Sadies is coming up and my parents are going to Cancun.. without me. Im staying at my Grammy's Saturday and Sunday. Then the rest of the week, I am staying with my Stepmothers mother. So I will probably try to update Saturday before my Grammy picks me up.

Here is my update. =3

See you.. This week

Gosh Darnit

Im sorry everyone. I don't have an awesome, amazing picture for you this week. About five minutes ago, I was coloring it, and I found out my new sharpie does NOT like my copic markers. Soo, it smudged, LIKE CRAZY. Now I am dying inside. I will try to get the same picture done for everyone next week. *sigh*

Song of the week: Renegade- Styx
I heard this song recently on Supernatural, so obviously I liked it. =] I didn't realize that Styx sang it though. Silly me. Gotta admit, I like a lot of their music.

Video of the week: Mario Medley
I have fallen in love with Kyle Landry. He is absolutely amazing. I really want to learn to play like him. So beautiful. I also reccomend you look at this one he did too.. There is a surprise at the end.. Dearly Beloved Duet

I have to end this uber short. Stepmom is getting mad at me..
So.. I will update everything else on Monday when I get home.
Peace out.

omigosh... I updated

First off, I really apologize for not updating every week like I said I would. I've been pretty busy with school, love, drama, and life. I've decided to take on a mission. I'm going to draw a picture from a new manga every week. I am going alphabetically down the list. To see what manga I am going to draw from next, go on Onemanga.com so you can find out.

So, I would like to start off with my first drawing from +anima.
I outlined him with a sharpie and colored him with copic markers. I highly suggest that if you are good at drawing, you should invest in these awesome markers. They are expensive, but they are totally worth it. I would also like to apologize that the coloring ran out of the lines a little bit. I'm still getting used to coloring with the copics.

Well, Lets get on to the good stuff..

The song of the week: Wild World- Me First and the Gimme Gimmes
I chose this song because I absolutely loved the original "Wild World" and I absolutely love Me first and the Gimme Gimmes. I was looking through their covers and I found this. I instantly fell in love with it =3

Video of the week: Kangaroo
This video is the s**t. Pardon my french. Anyways, I absolutely love his videos. I also recommend watching the pac man one done by Remi Gaillard.

Quote of the week: "So, you are basically saying, if we are drunk, we are invincible?"
Umm.. In physics we have been talking about momentum lately. Our teacher likes using car crashes as examples of momentum. He was explaining how if a man was drunk driving and was going to crash head on into another car, the man that was drunk would be more likely to survive. He said this was because when you are drunk, you would probably be less likely to tense up unlike the other people in the other car. AND BAM! You have a quote of the week waiting to happen.

So, I bet you are wondering what I have been doing lately.
Well, a lot has gone on, and thats why I have not been typing on here like I should be. Personally, I have been pretty depressed lately by all the drama that has been surrounding my life. But, I am sure you do not want the details.
It's almost valentines day... ^^
And monday I am getting my wisdom teeth out. I'm pretty scared because I have never been put out before. I'm sure everything will be fine, but I dont like needles really O.O
I'm heading up to my moms this weekend, which is good because I havent seen her in a couple of weeks. I have a lot to tell her about.
Uhmm.. I have been attempting to learn tarot cards. Got to admit, it's pretty hard to do.
I've met some pretty interesting people these past couple weeks.
I have been getting used to making specialty cakes, which is really neat-o.
I haven't been drawing as much as I should lately, which isn't a good thing because I am losing my skills.
I have been relying a lot lately on my horoscope to tell me how my day will go. Luckily, everything has been good so far.
I got zombieland for valentines day. I'm incredibly excited to watch it.. and I love snowballs.
My best friend Jess got me a carnation for valentines day, which makes me incredibly happy.
I am participating in To write love on her arms day, which is today. You should look it up. =]
I got an amazing hug today ^^
I've been watching Supernatural more lately, and I am falling in love with Castiel. 8D Even though I still love Dean.

So, thats my life in a nut shell up until this very minute. Hopefully I will post more often so I won't have to type ten million things about what's been going on..

Well, see you next week ^^